I guess the problem isn't that I don't think that there is someone for me in this world. I'm just having a problem seeing how I will meet that person. It just doesn't feel possible right now.
And yes, I know my emotional state is entirely too wrapped up in how my social life is going. But that's who I am. I *need* contact.
That's exactly how I feel lately. I see how in love my siblings are, and it's not that I don't think I deserve love, I just find it hard to believe it'll ever happen to me.
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