In some ways, the ways that matter to me I suppose, the prof and the musician are similar. They're unique, creative, caring, alive. In other ways they couldn't be more different. I'm trying hard not to stress about the future, to live in the moment, to let things go where they may, but that's not a natural thing for me. It shouldn't be at a point where I should stress, and I just need to remind myself of that. We are exploring, relationships and interconnections growing, learning about each other.
On a more practical level, both women will be away for large tracts of time in the upcoming months, and most likely I will be alone at time wondering if dating two women is enough. ;-)
Seriously though... I must continue to try to simply date and not spend every waking minute worrying. It is only life after all. A passing through of a series of moments, decisions that may or may not be expressions of free will, and a reality of one's own choosing if that free will exists.
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