The photographer asked if I would reconsider, and if we could get together Friday, and I said ok. I made supper, and we spent a quiet evening in.
My feelings haven't changed from ambivalence, and I spent a good part of the weekend trying to figure out how to break up with her yet again.
Today I spent the day primarily working, putting in 9 and a half hours on my first contract of the year.
Tonight she noticed that I had taken a moment out of that to pop onto the online dating site where we met. She e-mailed me and told me not to bother calling her again.
It's not the way I would have wanted it, but was there any way it was going to end without her feeling hurt?
well to be fair, she must have been on the same site?
ReplyDeleteYes, of course... I just felt terrible, even though I wasn't keeping anything a secret.
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