Celibacy

It's the easiest thing in the world to do, especially if you're introverted.

I will not find anyone unless I'm looking. And I'm not looking. And when I'm looking I'm not really trying. Soon I'll be 40. Alone. And loving it? Not in my current state. I admit I'm not in a good state. I haven't been lately, and I haven't been for a long time. I need fixing, but I don't know what is broken. I guess all I can do is try to fix what I think might be broken.

Does any of this make any sense?

Perhaps I'll have better luck fixing the unknown in myself than I had fixing the unknown in my computers this month.

God I hope so.

:-)

Yes, I know. Athiest and all that. It's an expression. I still use them you know.

That reminds me... another link was made from a religious blog to this one. Too many holes to poke in it to know where to start really...

Open browser. Close browser. Open date site. Close date site. No reason either way. Idle compulsions control my hands.

So perhaps I'll go to bed, and leave tomorrow to my hopes.