Saturday, July 4, 2015

Inside out



It's a hot, beautiful day in a beautiful place. I've spent most of the day sobbing. I feel like I've gone nowhere. Like it's ten years ago. But worse because ten years have passed.

Sobbing, crying, voice shaking. Driving through the mountains.

I want to be alone. I deserve nothing more than loneliness.

Why am I always so sad in the province I was born in?

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