She saw a counselor who pointed out that she is freaking out about nothing. Although it's good that she now sees that her internal dialog is paranoid and damaging, it will be a long time until she changes, if she does.
Even with this new knowledge in hand and the intention to change, she still commented on how upset it makes her when I "defy" her and when I asked if it would be OK if I went out Sunday night with a friend she snapped "just don't fuck her."
She's got a long way to go.
I feel obligated to give her a chance to grow. I feel that I should hold off on breaking up with her. But...
None of this changes how I feel. This is a toxic relationship to be in.
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