I woke with a headache for the third day in a row. Apparently the bump was a hard one.
In other matters, I'm still between decisions. Everyday I think about how to break up, and every day I can't do it. Of course, right now it's because I'm out of town, but that's just the excuse this week.
I feel like I've let people down. Some because I want to breakup with the dark-haired girl, some because I haven't yet. I feel like I've let her down because I know how invested she is in this "last and only" relationship. I know she'll do almost anything to make it work, because of how much face she would lose with her family if it didn't. It just makes the situation more dangerous and more difficult.
So nothing changes. Yet.
3rd day with a headache, you should check it with your doctor, shouldn't you?
ReplyDeleteit's never easy to breakup, specially when you live together. But my personal experience says it's always worse to procrastinate......
(hope the language is correct!)
I finally didn't have the morning headache Friday, but Sunday was weird... I was groggy most of the day, but the near-breakup did stop me from sleeping well...
ReplyDeleteI know I shouldn't be doing what I'm doing, but I'm still doing it, and I don't quite understand why...