Wind

I'm a bit lost at the moment I suppose.

It could be the change of dosage in my Rx, it could be the grandiose things that the masochist and her friends did for me in my absence, it could be the stress caused by my ex's out-of-hand attempts to assist me, it could be that there is too much for me to do, and not enough time to do it.

But...

Reading over my old entries, it occurs to me that I am different than I was five years ago.  I have confidence and security.  And yet I've been shaken and scared this past week.

I feel like I'm someone else.