What happens when you suddenly lose unwanted attention? You wonder where it went, instead of being thankful that it's gone.
Contrast last weekend, where I had to pick who I would go on a date with, where I could barely keep up with the phone calls requested and required, to this weekend, where I had hardly any contact with any of them, merely a brief note from overseas to break the solitude.
Work has enveloped me this week, sadly, work and overcommitment to soccer. I was even sad to realize that I have something soccer related every day except Wednesday for the second week in a row.
One series of positive notes, I suppose, is that my eldest is less unhappy today, that I watched Children of Men tonight, and that when my musician friend returns from overseas we will go on a date I'm sure.
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