Checkout

Three days from now I will be in the air, flying to the other side of the world.

I'm not feeling prepared, strangely enough.

Some of my initial plans have changed, as I haven't been able to book some of them in advance.  My beach trip, for example, may be relocated.  In the end, I'll find things to do, places to explore, people to meet.  It will be fun, prepared or not.

While I'm still here, my mind is on women, of course.

Birdie hasn't replied to texts for a couple of days, which worries me more than it should considering all of my previous worries about being involved in too many entanglements.  Earlier this week I had gotten comfortable with the idea of multiple continuing relationships, though, so it's not entirely surprising.  Rather than pre-judging, I had decided to see where things went.  Perhaps things just went, since then, and now they're gone. 

Mercury is back to her normal state of being disappeared.

Certainly I'm no longer overwhelmed with choices.  That leaves only the masochist, who is taking a shine to me in a sense that I didn't expect, considering she already has two full time men in her life besides me.

But again, I should just see what happens, and not worry.  Sharing some of my life with someone is simply better than not.  The details only account for the degree of happiness, not the existence of happiness, and there is indeed happiness in being with someone.

Que sera sera.