I'm hiding at home tonight, this Friday night.
Even when I'm out doing things, even when I'm around people, even then... maybe I'm just hiding in plain sight. Never fully connecting, on some level withdrawn.
Buried in work, buried in plans, buried, buried.
How is anyone going to love you if they can't SEE you!? (I'm yelling at myself here too.)
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ReplyDeleteIt's not a good thing that I'm not alone in being alone. I hate that there are so many walls between people, either self-imposed or externally so... and yet I perpetuate that so easily. Sigh...
I am reading a book, as I always am, I suppose. This one is about the brain between the ages of 40 and 70. It points out that how well your brain works later in life is affected by how active you are socially, physically, and intellectually.
I may get exercise now, I may still try to expand my horizons, but I'm failing in my goal of self-improvement if I don't interact with people.
Keep kicking me in the ass.
I'll take the two day drive down to Houston and kick yours if you'd like. :)
...er, Dallas. I might need directions. :)
ReplyDeleteOh well that's just great, one out of three. Then again I'm not 40 yet so I guess there's still time. I get points for trying though, right? This 'dating' sucks, btw so I probably will need someone to kick my ass in order to keep me 'out there' instead of hiding out at home where it's more comfortable. And Dallas...it's south. ;)
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