Friday, June 27, 2008

Stakes

I could have probably just decided to base a decision on if we even merely saw each other in person, but being mentally dramatic is a more habitual way of doing things.

And at this moment, it does not look good.

I feel that my efforts to try very hard to make an arrangement to meet that will stick are just annoying her, and there is not too much change in the responses I'm getting. I feel that her job, her friends, her ironing, her cooking, and her housecleaning are all higher priorites to her than seeing me is, and although some should be, I'd like to be higher on the list than housecleaning.

That's just not a good sign.

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