No more lonely nights

Something has to be done about this.

Part One
I must recover my balance.

Sleep, exercise, eating, working, reading, and then, with luck, companionship, not that the search for that is very fruitful at the moment. But that's probably best while balance isn't there. So... first comes sleep. I know that. So...

Part Two
I guess I just delude myself sometimes. I want something to be there so badly that I ignore the warning signs and keep going anyways. This week I think that applies to car shopping and dating.

The former has turned out disasterously, or at least that's my suspicion. I'm concerned that I'm going to have a lot of trouble with this car, based on things pointed out by the service manager at the garage this afternoon. We'll see, I guess... if they decide to honour the warranty, then I know their estimation is that there won't be trouble. Otherwise, they're guessing there will be.

Dating... I don't want to say this... but I don't want to feel like I'm low on the priority list, and only getting lower. Perhaps there's a bit of karmic retribution for me to be in second place behind Internet and MSN diversions. I know I used to do that... it's still a struggle to get away from the computer addiction and keep focusing on connecting people. And there's a little irony there that I'm using computers to meet people. And to write this blog. :-)

Oh well...