Disconnect

Tonight I feel disconnected from humanity at large again, alone.

This week, a setback in my hopes to expand my social circle. I don't know for sure how I messed up, but I know that I did. I don't know for sure that it's necessarily a bad thing, as I don't really *know* the person who will no longer be a part of my social circle. But I nonetheless feel bad for how I managed the situation, for spending weeks in a sleep-deprived state of worry over mixed signals, and that someone who used to like me might think that I'm some kind of psycho (and let's assume that I'm not, please).

Its not a pleasant feeling, all around. But life... goes... on....